Just One More

among_a_cluster @ 2004-12-01T14:01:00

2004-12-01T19:03:23Z

among_a_cluster @ 2004-06-15T19:00:00

2004-06-15T23:01:49Z

These journals are so addictive www.livejournal.com/users/blind_busker

Ahoy

2004-05-12T01:11:27Z

New Journal
i dont care for this one anymore, add this one to your magical friends list
http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=rightbackthere&mode=full

Farewell Friends

2004-04-26T22:27:33Z

Dear you,
We are no longer in existence
So buried alive lay my journal

P.S.
Who reads this thing anyways?
....honestly, because it doesn't
show

Peace out Homies,
!@#$@#% DREW

among_a_cluster @ 2004-04-19T18:02:00

2004-04-19T22:07:53Z

Thanx to all who left a message while i was gone
Im back from florida and it was fucking amazing
but now i am sad that everyone i met there left
and that i had to leave. good things never last
and that really sux.
staying there made me realize that Im grown up
and it really sucks because i am going to start
having to pay some bills soon and i dont wanna.
I am gunna start from this day on saving money
so that i can move to florida. Thats right Im
gonna move to florida, and yea that will prolly
be quite a while until i do, but im going to.
Everyone tell me your best and worst part about
your spring break...

peace
drew

Leaving For Florida

2004-04-07T02:39:18Z

Hello all,
I am leaving for Mediera, Florida early in the morning thursday and this will be my last update for quite a while. Show your love and support for me by leaving plenty of kind and thoughtful messages while I am away. **Commenters rewarded**
Hope everyone has a fun and safe Spring Break.
Talk to you all when I come back,
Andrew.

So..Ahem..yea>>>

2004-04-01T20:20:56Z

Well what a pointless day. Guitar class was pointless again, i got a 100% on the midterm because i got the skills like that. Spanish was really weird for some reason today. Our class was.. Hyper?! yesha we were and everyone did creepy things that they could do. one person showed us his finger being taken out of the socket and dangling, one person did the pretzel! one person took their foot, twisted it 180 degrees and brought it up to their shoulders when they were standing straight up and there was a loud pop noise! English we watched Martin Luther King Jr. Hurray for him! sad story though :'( Architechture was same old shit, word processing was pointless yet funny at the same time. Our teacher actually was a dumbass and gave away his april fools joke right away, but i think there were only a few people that noticed.. like me. Science...blah!
So yeah..ahem..I get to go to the caddy banquet tonight to eat free food and win some prizes and have an awesome time!

The days before spring break are really busy..................for me at least
:)

Have a nice April Fool's day, and do not take any joke too seriously....for shizzle!

Time for an Update

2004-03-23T03:24:31Z

Been a while, but i got new lj backround.
it is funny as hell. i suggest you check it out.

Made the song "this light" with lazzara.
It is pretty good, just needs more practice to make it sound better.

End of marking period is comming up and I'm too lazy to care.
So I am slacking off.(hehe)

Today I didn't do much, but I got to meet Alex and her friend Kate. You are both beautiful, and thank you for letting me hold onto those stuffed animals and for giving me those nice stickers. It was fun wandering around Target aimlessly and throwing a stuffed animal at mike dow's face.

and on sunday me, matt, adrienn(matt's friend),jaclyn, and gloria(jaclyn's friend) saw dawn of the dead which was really good/funny. funny because of all the black people around us making histarical jokes.

Be safe and <3 to all,
--Andrew--
(a.k.a.- Arasmu-Lazarra's son)

Secrets are Fun.

2004-03-07T02:12:39Z

Oo I have the biggest secret that I cannot share with anyone, not even with my bestest friends. But in about a month or so, everyone who is interested will know.

I love it and it is definately not what everyone suspects, but i still like it because NO one knows but me. lol.

O yeah, and for all who are interested, this secret is going to keep me busy for a while, so this is my last update for a while.

Bring me some good news,
Andrew
(>'.')>

among_a_cluster @ 2004-03-05T21:40:00

2004-03-06T02:44:13Z

Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes, then watch them drift away.

Where are you going for YOUR SPRINGBREAK?!

huh? huh? WHERE?!

New Month > New Week > Beginnings

2004-03-02T03:16:11Z

Well I am pumped for going down to Daytona Beach for spring break. So I started working out today, I am going to be doing curls, ab flexes, stretches, running, push ups, and sit ups. My goal is to have that nice spring break body, not to mention I will also be playing hockey now EVERY saturday up until that day I leave. Besides that, chit chatting with others and such, I haven't been up to anything useful at all.

I have 2 new icons, yea I update them too much.
Anyways I took some random pics today of myself, here they are:

LJ Cut

2004-02-23T01:53:18Z

It appears I have been kicked out of the band I formed. I dont wish you any luck, I hope you fail miserably.

lj cut to these people:
larkin06 matt152

gregore19

the first 2 are band members. As you decided as a 2 ppl in the band, As I hate you as a band now.
gregore19, I dont know you, but I know your friends of matt's, so Good bye.

What a day tripper

2004-02-22T05:27:42Z

Today I woke up at 11 and chilled for a lil bit.
Went to the car place and cleaned my car out.
Picked up my shit at samanns so that i could practice.
I NEVER WENT TO LIFETIME FITNESS, I'm upset. I guess I'll
call tommorow or something. And i really never did much on the
project.

Drop in was great, I scored 3 goals and 2 assists, fun times.
everyone there sucks, hehe. 5 PEOPLE GOT KICKED OUT FOR SNEAKING IN
TO DROP IN!!... losers.
{edit} contact ripped last night, now i only have one, lucky me.

among_a_cluster @ 2004-02-21T00:45:00

2004-02-21T06:03:45Z

Tommorow:
-wake up
-shower
-do project
-find out bout the price on LTF
-sign up for drop-in

It's a busy day tommorow.
....it sure is.

Nine in the morning

2004-02-19T14:22:43Z

Well yeah, I'm drained. I had to wake up at 7am to drive my mom to work.
I didnt even go to bed till like 2 am because I got home late from the
Double date. Im not good at dating, I can never seem to say or do anything meaningful. Oh well, I'm sick though and it sucks right now, this is like the 3rd time I have gotten sick in the past 2 months and I hate being sick.

When I was driving my mom up to work she was listening to ..... OUTKAST!
lol that was scary. They had lyrics that went something like this, "the roses smell like poo poo poo". hahahahahahah hilarious. Today I'm going to the stuffed bun and then to Work, sounds like fun times today.

"You lay contemtuously bemused, lost and abused.
I embrace the moment acting gradually amused.
instructed to motionless images of this unrecoited love.
Incommodious Incommodious Incommodious Incommodious"-A Allyn R-

among_a_cluster @ 2004-02-17T21:59:00

2004-02-18T03:08:23Z

Am having a show on March 6th at the skating center with popular bands such as "All or Nothing". Should be fun and we get to make a cd too, ooo that is cool.

Anything new with any of you out there?

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show has been changed to March 20th now.

Night of the v-day

2004-02-15T05:18:36Z

Im no longer livid.

I have cooled down. Mainly because work was fun.
and also I have the soothing sound of oldies music
from the upstairs radio playing for me.

The new room is almost done at our house.
looks so good.

Fuck This Shit

2004-02-14T19:29:59Z

So as of late I have not enjoyed playing in the band.
I might continue to play, I might not.
All I know is that I don't really feel like I'm a part of the band.
They all FUCKING make decisions without my consent on it.
hell sometimes you guys will nod your head to my ideas, but nothing happens.
Thanx a FUCKING lot for making my song be one of a kind.
You dont give it a chance, you dont work on it.
YOU ALL JUST FUCK AROUND< SO FUCK YOU.

Let me know when you want to get serious and we will practice
whenever that may be.
So that means that I'm gunna have to pick up my shit unless
you guys change your minds and get fucking serious.
And the webpage idea has been put off untill I feel a part of the band
because Im not gunna pay for something that will probably fall apart in
4 months.

HAVE A HAPPY FUCKING VALENTINES DAY BECAUSE IM NOT GOING TO HAVE A GOOD ONE.
NO ONE OOUT THERE< NO ONE FOR ME
FUCK FUCK FUCK

AAR

2004-02-14T03:11:50Z

Well lets see, It's hard to save money, but at least I bought something useful today.. a safe. On top of that I gave 2 valentines gifts today...I received hugs..

: )

Read if your bored, but it's awful long and not very positive.

2004-02-11T07:32:00Z

It's late at night and I've decided to write some stuff. Today wasn't the best day ever. The only thing that got me through the day was thinking of her beautiful voice and pretty face. And those enchanting eyes of hers, so beautiful **Drops jaw every time I speak with her**. And the thought of maybe sometime soon we can spend some more time together, preferably Valentines, but that will never happen because that day is too soon and it will be yet another year with no Valentine : (

I don't think there has really been a day this semester where I have really enjoyed going to class like I did last semester. I was thinking that I would enjoy guitar class alot because I thought we wouldn't have to do much. Turns out the teacher is a douche bag and actually spends almost the whole hour learning all these songs and listening to them on the cd player. And the music on the cd player sounds way different. Enough about school though. heh.

i don't think there has been a day in the past week where I haven't taken 2 showers each day. I guess it is because I feel like i look like shit as of late. Anyways, I'm driving my POS Grand Am to work(not to go to work to work though). I get stuck behind some person that is going 8-10 mph in a residential area. That is pretty fucking slow! And at the stop sign, the person actually took 10 seconds completely stopped with no traffic what so ever. Then they start going 8-10 mph again, so I get sick of this bullshit and I lay down my horn for a good 4-5 brutal seconds. So abruptly, this person stops, gets out of their car, and turns around. At this point I realized that this person was a woman. She wasn't young either, she looked at least 65, probably 70. She looked mannish too, as in mammothly huge. A good 6'4", 250 pounds. She starts walking toward my car with the look of an angry mobster about ready to shoot the head off of a weasel that hasn't paid them 100 grand in 17 years. It's kind of funny that I didn't make this into a huge battle or anything. All I did when she was walking towards my car was shake my fist at her contemptsuously. Then I reversed all the way until I got to the previous street. Then I quickly turned down there and got the hell away from that mammoth granny. So I get there at work and then I go to the back and then go upstairs. Look to my left and there are 3 big managers. Damn them managers, I didn't feel like talking much. Anyways, they then tell me to come in and have a seat because they said they were just talking about me. So they ask me if I wanted to move away from front end and go to pantry. I told them that I love the front end, but I guess they really needed me to work there, so they will probably give me some hours in pantry next week. Something else that I realized there today that I didn't know about before too well is how much the managers make fun of the employees behind their backs. I didn't hear ONE positive thing about any employee from their mouths. And they particularily made fun of the foreigners which was a bit cruel. But since I didn't want to stick out I sort of chuckled a bit. I showed them my "sponge bob square pants 'employee of the month' t-shirt", told them that I was their employee of the month, said my farewells, and headed out. I headed over to Matt L.'s house. Little did I know that there had been an accident involving a bus and a jeep right before his road. So I had to go way around it. In order for me to reach the house I had to go on the smallest road which was snowy, and tons of traffic! I bet there was an accident on that road even! I got stuck going up a hill on that road for 5 minutes. Well 30 minutes later I made it to his house and had a fun time and ate alot of food. Also we played a bunch of Gunbound. That game is so addictively fun.

After that I came home to yet another miserable night at the residence. It was fine until 11pm where my mom went all frantic and started cleaning everything and yelling and smoking. And same with my sister. You know what? Even if I'm friends with you, I really hate you a bunch if you smoke at all. It is foolish, smells like diarreah, your breath smells bad, you change as a person, you make others around you smell just as bad. So here's a "FUCK YOU" to all those smokers out there, Cigarettes suck! Yea well anyways, there is a good 200 pounds of salt in our basement that I was getting bitched at to move. The worst thing you can do to me is threaten me with one of my possessions or privelages. And that's exactly what happened. So I moved most of the salt only to be bitched at again for having a bad temper. I don't know if I really do or if it is only here because my family sucks. Screw it anyways. And while I was getting bitched at there was more smoking going on. Oh how I hate the smell of cigarettes. The only time I suppose I can put up with the smell is at our band shows and practices, and sometimes the bowling alley if it isn't too out of control. So I go and stand outside for a good 30 minutes playing the harmonica. I came up with some nice tunes : )

Anyways, tommorow night might be good. Of course there is school tommorow, and then work after school. At school I think that I'm going to wear my bandana because it looks bad ass and I feel bad ass right now. But not like those weak little scrawny sophmores at my school that think they are all bad ass and talk trash, but they have those girly voices like they haven't gone through puberty yet. But I suppose it depends on how I feel tommorow morning. Most likely yes because I'm determined to. After that shit, it is 4 and a half hours at the lovely work. I almost always love working there because all the people there are realy cool with the exception of 3 or 4 people. But enough about that dark side.

Band practice may be Thursday and/or Saturday. I'm not quite sure yet. All I know is that we have 8 songs now that we can play at the next show. You heard me, EIGHT songs. Unfortunately our other guitarist is going out of town for February 21st, so our next show will probably be on February 27th or 28th. Sorry to all of our fans out there (if we have any), but in order for us to get some better equipment, we will probably charge $3-$4 at our next show. The show will probably last a good hour. On top of the 8 songs right now that we have,we have some cover songs, although I am not involved in them, they are time consuming, for all you time consumer's out there.

I almost feel like a better person today because I wrote so much. But also because I stopped drinking pop, eating fast food, eating Little Caesars or any type of pizza, and any chocolate candy. And I've started working out. I ran for 20 minutes the other day. I didn't jog, I ran! and I ran for 20 minutes straight. That hurt so bad because I hadn't ran in like a year or two. And I've learned some new ab workout thing that hurts like hell but supposedly works really well.

I'm spent,
~~Arasmu~~

Boo Ya!!

2004-02-10T00:45:43Z

So part of the band had practice today. That is myself, samann, and larkin.
We came up with a new song, sounds rad. I think that it is up there for one
of our best songs when we figure out a drum part for it and get the lyrics
written down. All we need is one more song for our next show, but I think we could come up with atleast 2 MORE NEW ones. heh.

(Side Note): I got my hair cut today **shrugs shoulders**.

"meh"

The Show

2004-02-07T03:35:11Z

So I ~~liked~~ loved the show tonight.
It twas very fun to play, even though I was nervous as hell.

Overall, Good stuff. but we need some more songs, because the actual show was all of 25 minutes.
I got some stuff though to work on. Soon enough we will have a webpage, thanx to Jason. I just dunno when it will be done though.

if I'm not mistaking there were 16 or 17 people there, most ever so far, heh.

~~thank you~~ THANK YOU for comming to the show if you did, next show will be WAY BETTER.

among_a_cluster @ 2004-02-05T14:58:00

2004-02-05T20:07:10Z

The week has been going by pretty good. Yesterday went and had coffee at caribous for the first time in about a year. I didnt even know what I was ordering. I wanted to get the cold coffee slushie thing, and i said "cappicino" and it so happedned it was the warm one damnit. Went to breakfast at the greek island place across from RHS this morning, I thought there were gunna be a bunch of people, but there were only 6 people. heh.

Our show is tommorow at 6:30pm in Samanns basement. Supposedly there should be a good 30 people there, I hope we dont screw this up. And then we are getting someone to do our band web page too, that should be cool.

If all goes well at the show we can start playing at alot of better places real soon.
Im excited.

I'm sorry to post again

2004-02-01T07:11:01Z

By now you might be getting sick of my entries.
But I had to bring about the mystery behind
where my digital camera got hidden.

**And The Story Begins**

It all happened a good 3 weeks ago i believe when the whole family got in one huge argument. Lots of screaming and chaos. It was hell. At first in the morning, I stayed out of the whole thing and let my syblings battle amongst eachother and with my mom.
That anger from them caused my mom to leash out hostility towards me and I stuck up for myself, talked back, not knowing that this battle would be the greatest of them all. It was indeed, insanity. My mom walked into my room, started yelling, and before I knew it, she quickly grabbed my digital camera and car keys and stomped her way swiftly out of the room. At that point I didn't want to continue this fight, so I let it go and stayed in my room the rest of the night, nothing but melancholy thoughts going through my head. The next day I had to get a car ride from her, and she bitched the whole way there. I was speechless. I came to the conclusion that that day would have sucked if I went home, so I stayed at my friends house. I was away from home for 4-5 days. I came back and just went back to as how I'd normally act if everything was alright. Still she came out like she was the right one, but deep down she really looked like a moron when she was talking. I thought to myself, "Screw it." We sadly enough made up. I asked for my camera, and she told me I'd get it back if I did chores for her and went to church that sunday. So I did that all, and I asked for the camera again. All i got was, "I'm busy, I have alot of work to do. I'll look for it tommorow." And the same bullshit goes on for the next couple weeks or so. Finally, today, just about 10 minutes ago, my sister comes up to me and says" Uh, Isn't this your camera drew?" While shes holding this busted ugly camera. Not even with a grin on my face I said " Why yes it is." I took the camera and tried to use it, nothing worked. It was all a blur. Now she owes me somewhere from 160-170 dollers. And I'm sure I will never get that.

What do you think I should do about this nonsense?
It would help me out if i got some answers. :-)

For all the smart people out there.

2004-01-31T23:34:00Z

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